BODY WORKS……PUBERTY…….SEXUAL INNOCENCE…..

Right now I am watching a program on the Discovery Channel called *Body Works*…..it is about puberty and all the changes that take place while growing up and while watching the program all the memories about my puberty came back to me……

It is such a confusing period of your life…..

As far as my puberty was concerned….it was a wee bit sooner than the rest of the boys around me…..and I remember becoming taller than most of the boys in my class…..

I was tall anyway….than most of them….so that was not much of a problem…..

But then we had short pants in the school that time in seventh grade….. I was only 12 years old ….and my legs suddenly became very very hairy ……and it was so very embarrassing…….

There was only one other boy in my class who had such hairy legs…..and I hated him…..he was a school bully……but he was hairy as well…..and then he told me that he had hair all over (which was much later)…..in his armpits,,,pubes,,,asshole and of course the facial hair which was for all to see….and I am still grateful to him for telling me that….as I felt that I am not the only freak!!!

Of course it was not just him who told me all those things……and I should not be giving him credit for all the information……the credit goes to *The World Book Encyclopedia*….as I was a voracious reader….and the moment I knew that this kind of thing is called *puberty*…..I got all the information from the encyclopedia……I also got a few other books from the library and read them……

So……geeky as I was….I was kind of well informed about the stuff……..

The most embarrassing thing was the voice change…..and the rest of the people around spared no effort in letting me know how different my voice was and how I was growing up…….some of my peers even laughed at me for that……

So now the embarrassment list included……facial hair,,,,hairy legs and a freaky,,,, cracky voice…..and then it was a lot of sweat…with my sweat glands working full-time….so the stink from those as well….especially after I played a game of volley-ball…..

“In the front” it was a different story……I was getting hard-ons…like…..all the time…..the first one that I got….which I distinctly remember…’coz……it was when a friend of mine of the same age as I was and I….got hold of a topless picture of Samantha Fox …(yep….Sam Fox…..with those large boobs staring at you incessantly…)……I got an instant hard-on…..and so did he…..and we did tell each other….how our pee-wees suddenly grew…(no kidding)….we were too young to know the non-innocent aspect to it……

And *a sexually confused me* had hard-ons looking at hot men as well as hot women…..big boobs in women and tight crotches in men especially……..

But I never questioned myself….why was I attracted to both men as well as women…..for me it was just something that God had given to treat my eyes with….and I took it that way…..

One more thing that I distinctly remember…..was my first wet dream…….I suddenly woke up with a hard dick and before I could know…….it spurted some really thick white fluid with great force…..and stained my underpants……the stains became thick and hard in the morning and I did have the good-brains to wash them and then put them in the washing machine…….

I dunno what gave me this instinctive knowledge to stay in the society and save myself from all the numerous embarrassing situations that the puberty presents to us and still be happy…..and satisfied……

Puberty….ahh….so sexual….yet so innocent……..

And now that I look back at it retrospectively……I think I did good….and did enjoy all the moments then…..gawking at sexy guys and gals…….jerking-off……watching porn…..et al……and effectively FEELING GOOD!!!